God's Holiness and difficult Mondays

Today has been a hum-dinger of a Monday. Little boy has given me such a hard time today--all day. Since this morning, early this morning. I'm worn out. I've tried my best to be consistent in discipline. On top of him, the girls have had an equally hard day. I'm really worn out.

I'm looking forward to my Hunny coming home.


Yesterday in church, however, we were ushered into the throne room of God, and there we reverently took a glimpse of His holiness.
Revelation 4: 8b

Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was, and is, and is to come.

We Fall Down by Chris Tomlin
We fall down
We lay our crowns
At the feet of Jesus
The greatness of
Your Mercy and love
At the feet of Jesus
And we cry holy, holy, holy
And we cry holy, holy, holy
And we cry holy, holy, holy
Is the lamb

I've been trying to make sense of today, especially in light of God's holiness. I feel awfully defeated and honestly far from God's holiness. I do realize apart from Him, I can do NOTHING. And I'm sure He's the only reason I haven't snapped today.

Above all, I believe He is good, faithful and yes, holy. And I...am not.